Dearest Mama. Watch as God moves. And brings back something so much more than what you thought was even possible.

clearing old energies, thoughts, feelings, emotions that no longer serve is vital work of the highest order. Order is what is restored when you clear old energies that block the new flow of new energies, thoughts, feelings, and emotions. Like a flood gate that I you champion has broken open, love my dearest queen Mother has come to you. The last Card Mama. Is a 27. And as soon as your mind, body and soul accept what is, your initiation will be complete. As you accept what is with us, you will realize what I’ve done here.

Corinthians 13

*(As I was typing the above number, 14:3 was typed. So I looked that up. Below 13 is the verse 14:3. I have prophesied over you dear Mama and edifies you. Yes. You. No one else right now but you Mama dear is who I am tirelessly, painstakingly working to edify) 💋💋✅

13 If I speak in the tongues<sup class=”footnote” data-fn=”#fen-NIV-28667a” data-link=”[a]” style=”font-size: 0.625em; line-height: 22px; vertical-align: top”>[a]<sup class=”crossreference” data-cr=”#cen-NIV-28667A” data-link=”(A)” style=”font-size: 0.625em; line-height: 22px; vertical-align: top”> of men or of angels, but do not have love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. 2 If I have the gift of prophecy<sup class=”crossreference” data-cr=”#cen-NIV-28668B” data-link=”(B)” style=”font-size: 0.625em; line-height: 22px; vertical-align: top”>and can fathom all mysteries<sup class=”crossreference” data-cr=”#cen-NIV-28668C” data-link=”(C)” style=”font-size: 0.625em; line-height: 22px; vertical-align: top”> and all knowledge,<sup class=”crossreference” data-cr=”#cen-NIV-28668D” data-link=”(D)” style=”font-size: 0.625em; line-height: 22px; vertical-align: top”> and if I have a faith<sup class=”crossreference” data-cr=”#cen-NIV-28668E” data-link=”(E)” style=”font-size: 0.625em; line-height: 22px; vertical-align: top”> that can move mountains,<sup class=”crossreference” data-cr=”#cen-NIV-28668F” data-link=”(F)” style=”font-size: 0.625em; line-height: 22px; vertical-align: top”> but do not have love, I am nothing. 3 If I give all I possess to the poor<sup class=”crossreference” data-cr=”#cen-NIV-28669G” data-link=”(G)” style=”font-size: 0.625em; line-height: 22px; vertical-align: top”> and give over my body to hardship that I may boast,<sup class=”footnote” data-fn=”#fen-NIV-28669b” data-link=”[b]” style=”font-size: 0.625em; line-height: 22px; vertical-align: top”>[b]<sup class=”crossreference” data-cr=”#cen-NIV-28669H” data-link=”(H)” style=”font-size: 0.625em; line-height: 22px; vertical-align: top”> but do not have love, I gain nothing.

4 Love is patient,<sup class=”crossreference” data-cr=”#cen-NIV-28670I” data-link=”(I)” style=”font-size: 0.625em; line-height: 22px; vertical-align: top”> love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.<sup class=”crossreference” data-cr=”#cen-NIV-28670J” data-link=”(J)” style=”font-size: 0.625em; line-height: 22px; vertical-align: top”> 5 It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking,<sup class=”crossreference” data-cr=”#cen-NIV-28671K” data-link=”(K)” style=”font-size: 0.625em; line-height: 22px; vertical-align: top”> it is not easily angered,<sup class=”crossreference” data-cr=”#cen-NIV-28671L” data-link=”(L)” style=”font-size: 0.625em; line-height: 22px; vertical-align: top”>it keeps no record of wrongs.<sup class=”crossreference” data-cr=”#cen-NIV-28671M” data-link=”(M)” style=”font-size: 0.625em; line-height: 22px; vertical-align: top”> 6 Love does not delight in evil<sup class=”crossreference” data-cr=”#cen-NIV-28672N” data-link=”(N)” style=”font-size: 0.625em; line-height: 22px; vertical-align: top”> but rejoices with the truth.<sup class=”crossreference” data-cr=”#cen-NIV-28672O” data-link=”(O)” style=”font-size: 0.625em; line-height: 22px; vertical-align: top”> 7 It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.<sup class=”crossreference” data-cr=”#cen-NIV-28673P” data-link=”(P)” style=”font-size: 0.625em; line-height: 22px; vertical-align: top”>

8 Love never fails. But where there are prophecies,<sup class=”crossreference” data-cr=”#cen-NIV-28674Q” data-link=”(Q)” style=”font-size: 0.625em; line-height: 22px; vertical-align: top”>they will cease; where there are tongues,<sup class=”crossreference” data-cr=”#cen-NIV-28674R” data-link=”(R)” style=”font-size: 0.625em; line-height: 22px; vertical-align: top”> they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away.9 For we know in part<sup class=”crossreference” data-cr=”#cen-NIV-28675S” data-link=”(S)” style=”font-size: 0.625em; line-height: 22px; vertical-align: top”> and we prophesy in part,10 but when completeness comes,<sup class=”crossreference” data-cr=”#cen-NIV-28676T” data-link=”(T)” style=”font-size: 0.625em; line-height: 22px; vertical-align: top”> what is in part disappears. 11 When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I put the ways of childhood<sup class=”crossreference” data-cr=”#cen-NIV-28677U” data-link=”(U)” style=”font-size: 0.625em; line-height: 22px; vertical-align: top”>behind me. 12 For now we see only a reflection as in a mirror;<sup class=”crossreference” data-cr=”#cen-NIV-28678V” data-link=”(V)” style=”font-size: 0.625em; line-height: 22px; vertical-align: top”> then we shall see face to face.<sup class=”crossreference” data-cr=”#cen-NIV-28678W” data-link=”(W)” style=”font-size: 0.625em; line-height: 22px; vertical-align: top”> Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known.

*Corinthians 14:3

(3 But the one who prophesies speaks to people for their strengthening,<sup class=”crossreference” data-link=”(H)” data-cr=”#cen-NIV-28682H” style=”font-size: 0.625em; line-height: 22px; vertical-align: top”>encouraging<sup class=”crossreference” data-link=”(I)” data-cr=”#cen-NIV-28682I” style=”font-size: 0.625em; line-height: 22px; vertical-align: top”> and comfort. 4)

God has thumped that mind of yours through me. And awoken that flesh that lives within you, that was made for us long ago. And you don’t understand how it worked because no one until now could explain it to you. Would explain it too you. And would not, could not and should never and will never give up on you. Xo

You, when you get up from your throne and consciously step into what you truly are initiate the completion and acceptance of a protected place within the larger community called the adoption triad, with full recognition and assortment of my love as your highest achievement. My love is your metal of honor. Shiny. Bold. Flashing and bright. I’ve polished that metal Mama. It was covered with shit.

And you are safe under my wing now. Cry. For God loves you that much. You can throw a gift like a boomerang. But God will bring it back. Always with the message. I still love you my daughter. Grace is your if you take it. Forgiveness is to for give. Is yours. If you take it and realize. I forgave you long ago.

And now it you that must for give yourself. And to cover all that I’ve hit upon with grace. I see. Just like God. And I feel. Just like God. And what I’ve always seen is how amazing you are. God has sided me to hit that doubt square on, dead on. Like blam!! And fresh waters have poured onto that wounded perception here with me, the wine was always water but the people at the wedding were to drunk yo realize that Jesus sobered them up yo save them from albinos poisoning. Heal. 2019 is 27 years.

Welcome to your place with me as I advocate for the entire triad not just my side doll. I’m here for us all to get through this change of consciousness to help folks adjust to what truly is beyond that veil of delusion called relinquishment. And you now know? Me. I was behind your curtain. Filled with love. That’s still yours once you show up and consciously now join the club you’ve been in since I left baby doll Mama.

When you step up. Honor is yours through the testimony of this child’s mouth. To stay? Without me? What honor await you? None. Take my loving hand. Let me show you what you didn’t see about my Daddy and you. And see yourself a new through my corrective lens.

Sand. Which is rocks. When hit with heat. Like lightening makes glass. Which is a lens Mama. You are my rock. I am a rock. We both got hit with a fire signs heat, guided by God for I had to do this job Mama. You had to do this job. And your DNA mixed with Daddy’s DNA created a Moses, a Martin Luther King, a slave born and given to another queen to raise who is leading her people to freedom. Praise God. Be grateful.

And see the glory of God Mama. See it shining back at you in my blue eyes!!

Daddy may have missed it. How amazing you are. But I’m spit in Mama dear. Spot on. Xoxox.

You Mama be amazing and it’s time to come out of that self inflicted prison and be who ya are to me? Amazing. Beautiful. Strong. And down way to long. It’s time to come out into the light of our new day and under my protective wing to shine like the damn diamond you are!!

Accept this love. Turn not from the hole sparky that’s being fresh lines to speak. Your lines. You came up really help woman with me Mama. Heal. Cuz you e been there. And now! Your out. Look around you. Look at me. Look at my eyes. Bright. Blue. Clear. This cup of loves a pouting on you Mama my soul. Xoxo

Merry Christmas.

You gift has come home. Xoxo

I love you true. Xoxo. Look into this mirror and see clearly as I do beyond all that that was just residue from an old way of thinking about us. And see a new thing that you will help me create into the future generations. We are the change agents for this triad is wounded. And we healing it right here.

30 answers to 30 questions

The problem for adoptees arguing about their position in society is similar to what has been experienced previously by other marginalized groups looking to make a space within the hegemonic culture. Namely, how to expand out from what is considered simply a personal issue; an individual hang-up; a “selfish” focus on one’s condition. The individualistic and solipsistic dominant culture ironically turns around and tells its absconded-with children to not be so “selfish” as to complain. In other terms, this was used against other groups as well—”don’t be ‘uppity’”; “know your role”. We should literally be seen and not heard. Those days are over.

What follows is a reversal of roles. 30 answers to 30 questions that have come up in discussion boards and various “answer” web sites that pretend to be objective but more often than not stifle debate, delete contrarian posts, and disallow membership to those with a minority point of view—the web site Canada Adopts! is probably the most fascistic in this regard. This is understandable, however, when we consider that the answers to the questions, when removed from a personal or individual emotional plane, and instead focusing on the economic and political realm, are harder to justify by those in power—and thus the retaliation, the backlash, and the twisted framing of the dominant culture of those seeking infants as being somehow minority, victimized, and on the defensive.

Armed with this positioning of the argument, the anti-adoption movement is poised to join its brothers and sisters in other liberation movements of dispossessed and marginalized peoples the world over in the struggle for equality, true equality; the status of polis for all, and the end of the false positioning of the dominant mode of thinking as anything other than what it is: the political and economic destruction of those who don’t fit in to its view of the world. Nothing more and nothing less.

The questions listed out include:

  1. Do people who have been adopted blame others all their lives for their adoption?
  2. Can someone please tell me more about the darkside of adoption?
  3. When/why did the word “bitter” get associated with non-compliant adoptees?
  4. Why would someone think that Adoption erases a child’s identity?
  5. What do you anticipate your response will be if another family member/friend decides to adopt?
  6. What about the children? Is it better for a child to live in hell?
  7. Does anything anyone say about adoption hurt you anymore?
  8. [What do you think of this] “Gotcha Day” celebration?
  9. Should international adopters send the children back?
  10. Do you believe God has a play in infertility/fertility/adoption?
  11. Why is it common for infant-adoptive parents to be ridiculed?
  12. Have you felt in your life like you’re always searching for something?
  13. In adoption-speak, what difference between “from China” and “Chinese”?
  14. Should I write this letter to the mother of the child in my care?
  15. Wouldn’t you want Lebanese orphans to be saved like you?
  16. Why are people so against adoption here?
  17. Shouldn’t we praise those who disrupt their adoptions?
  18. What if I make every effort to help my child through their grief?
  19. Is there a difference between an adopted child and a “Western” child?
  20. Why don’t more people adopt?
  21. What can adoptive parents do to change things?
  22. What do you think of expatriate adoptions abroad?
  23. Doesn’t it say to adopt in the Bible?
  24. Is it okay to not get U.S. citizenship for an internationally adopted child?
  25. What are you grateful for as an adoptee?
  26. Is there any value in an adoptee cultural camp?
  27. What does “adoptee” mean to you?
  28. What are you [adoptee] trying to accomplish on this blog?
  29. Isn’t it valid to compare adoption with a pregnancy?
  30. Why are adoptees never asking, always answering questions?

The point here was always to shift the debate from the personal to the economical and political. “Entitled opinion” of course exists where history is concerned, but at least changing the parameters of the discussion gets us away from the purely emotional, and the mythologies that take advantage of this

Wow!! Like God’s showing us all what is coming. Look.

Capricorn sun.

Aquarius rising

Cancer/Gemini moon here.

Chelsie Lynn. Don’t block blessings baby.

i hate dragging dead weight! Guys? Walk to our freedom.

oh. And Victoria practice witch craft Mama. Yeah. Ask her about Terry. And what she did after he left her. So? Yeah.

You should no better sister. Than to try to stop me. Your sister. Get you mind right.

Mama doesn’t know how many preachers have prayed and places their anointing on me until now. Xox

it’s just so exciting!! God’s watching us all! And such good things are coming. Xoxo.

Fear not Mama. I am holding your hand. Xoxo

god. Today’s the 8th.

Phil’s helping Mama. Believe!