Who’s gonna win?

My Mother and I are having the grand mall of fights right now. And it’s really a misunderstanding that I am trying to clear up. But she’s kind of taking it hard as you can imagine. She has been filled with rubish- So, time to take the trash out Mother. The trash in your brain. And I will take my trash out too. And we can start over, because God give us second and third chances here to get this lesson right. What do we have to loose now? WE lost it all before. No one can take away what is ordained by God.

  • I mean she was obviously told I would not give a shit if she left me.
  • And that I would grow up healthy and well adjusted without her
  • And that I was a mindless thing inside her that turns into a mindful person who could give a shit about her Mother
  • That adoption is natural
  • That a Mother can opt out? And the bond is broken and we all go along on our marry way
  • That children have NO feelings for their Mothers at birth, and they don’t even know what’s going on?
  • That rejecting a child over and over is the way to get rid of that stray
  • Her counselor must be advising her to slame the door on her child, that will make it all better
  • She must think that the way out is available
  • She must think that God agrees that she sucks at her job so he will surely let her slide and just take the rest of her life off
  • That being a Mom is revokable
  • That being pregnant is not a calling that we all must show up for
  • That when your child comes back it is a sign from the devil
  • She believes that if she blocks her child long enough like a weed they will eventually die out and blow away. I don’t know about you, but weeds be still growing, so might want to rethink that one.
  • That she is absolved of all responsibilities as the Mother God called to be mine. She gave her job ignorantly to another, after being counseled by whom I do not know, that giving me up was in her, yes her best interest. And I feel this needs to be rectified. For a Mother is not allowed nor should she be encouraged to give up on her calling, for it is the highest. How do we think this experience is going on? And adoption tears at the foundation of it. And we must look at these things so we can adjust it.

What can we expect?Change

What can we expect living on earth? Change is one thing that is a constant. All is for our higher good. The unexpected needs to be expected. Life is random. God is evolving us. We need to be lead by our higher power. Each person higher power is different and valid. All expressions are God. And therefore are very much valid. We need to look at the whole picture, not just our own veiw. Expect that your higher self will challenge you. This is not a comfort zone. Expect to graduate up into higher realms of consciousness as you progress. Expect that people are challengers to higher thinking. Expect people to bless you by challenging you to see and test your resolve in any given area. As you war with your thoughts about whatever they did, expect that you are soaring with an energy and palpable foe whom you presigned on with to learn the lesson you came her to learn.

We are all divine beings clothes in flesh and bone. Travelers here. If you are reading this you are awakening. A time is come when we need to connect all pieces of ourselves together. For we are mind body and spirit. And spirit calls us to come together. To lay down the fuss and the fights to always understand and to simply accept what is. For when we do, we are at a huge juncture and are about to enter the land of plenty for all. We all are tired of this polar world. We are tired of the rat race. We long for connection. Face book shows this very fact. What need to see is that spirit has used these devises to train us to focus on communication. Media is the top thing these days. Communication is king. And we need to see that we are capable of much more. We are capable of being and doing much more by aligning with our higher selves and letting go of our flesh mind. We let our higher selves which are a part of us always, just we need to trust our higheselves. We are letting go of fear based thoughts. We are forgeing a new road of thought that will usher in what we truly want. The fairytale is real. We must believe in it and spend all energy on the manifestation of that. Our enemies warring a dark forces are over. We can have a good outcome now by the word of our testament. We speak it into being. Look at your words. Look at your life. Do your words reflect what you say? Are you pleased with that?

This is a time of accepting what we have created. We must own what we have allowed our minds to create. And then and only then can we accept a new script for our lives. Accept the truth before you. No more painting it up to look like something else. No more illusions and delusions. We must face it and accept what we as a whole have created by the word of our mouthes.

Each one of us knows the power of words and what they have taught us. Words make us dig deeper. We dig deport for light. Light in the truth. Each person has a truth within them. That is the light God spoke of. Not candy cane light. Or nicey nice light. Plain old truth is called for now.

If one feels they loose because of their truth, they will gain much more in doing so. For loss leads to abundance and authenticity. Be who you are. Speak how you feel. Express your unique VEIW point!! The world needs to hear it.

To each who reads this. May these words challenge you to reach for higher mental and spiritual ground in this day of uncertainty and change. I pray that as they read these words that each person will be uniting all parts of themselves so they can progress. Ijna.

P.A.I.N. Perceived, action, interpreted, negatively.

Why do people get upset with your ideas? Because your ideas are dangerously close to toppling a belief system in that person. And they have placed that belief on the foundational level. So to accept what you say is to topple there own thoughts about the matter, because they really think they know it all. But again, that is just what they have told themselves. Once you’ve faced all of your demons, anyone can talk about anything, cuz it’s all true at some point in time. Somethings we out grow.
People come to me. Their souls bring them. I feed them what I have. Sometimes they like it, sometimes they don’t. That is just a reaction from the flesh man, from the small minds thinking. But God takes it and begins to turn their thinking around, and a miracle happens. Me, I get to do this, pop the zit. Yep, I just see it and pop it, that thought that has been festering, the one you’ve been thinking about, that is coming up and up and up, and I pop it. But now think about it, only then can it heal.

That’s why we need to talk about pain. P.A.I.N. Perceived, action, interpreted, negatively.

Cuz if we had all of the info, we would not be in pain now would we be? Hello! Let go of that shit you’ve been holding onto, yeah, that shit in your shame cave, that no one knows about? Or do they? Or could that piece of shame be drawing the very thing you don’t want to you? Might want to check it out, what you’ve been thinking about it all?

——————————FAce those painful thoughts you’ve been thinking?—————-

What are you so scared of? You see it? You are thinking it? Would if it came true? Go there in your mind? It’s just a thought sweetie? You don’t have to believe it? Put it back and reach for another! Go on, reach for one with love in it. Because that is the only truth, but we don’t get to the love until we go into that shame cave of yours babe. Gotta clean house there first. Why do you think Feng Shui works? It’s mind game to help you clear your thoughts through the physicals act of clearing a room designated for each part of our life? You go into it know that part of your life is what needs clearing and you clear not only the physical space but the mental? But we can do it other ways too. Stop looking at everyone else, look in and consult your own navigational system? Hello?