So this attachment is the kind of attachment me and Mama have been working with after reunion. Touch and go. And from that attachment style to go into a healthier bonded attachment all the garbage between us had to be moved. So we could attach naturally after being forced into a disorganized attachment such as this that we have been experiencing. Longing. All the while for a bonded. Attachment.

My Mamas face said to me? Why is it not working? Why are we unable to attach. My mouth said that question. Questions deserve answers and solutions. Mind like an elephant lady. details details. Customer service rep on Steroids. Here. She did not want to admit it. For shame sake. Like we did something wrong? No. Bonding. Adoption hits the bonding area of us all. It’s affect has extended to my Mama and her children’s children. Once this lessons learned and realized and accepted. Our dna will be clear of the trauma. That’s a fact. Two the fourth and fifth generations infinitely ever updating at all time. No more lag time. High speed updatedness. It’s also extend out to all who go this way.