So is Mama now. Free to speak her peace. I feel like she’s over due. She seems all jammed up when it comes to me? I can imagine what she held back! That’s probably why I am so upset.
I have a friend who’s got a rash just like her Mom. So. It not so far a stretch to consider, I’m tapped in more than anyone thinks. Remember I came from her. I’ve come from the inside scoop.
When I have gone to talk and listen to her she’s not been able to speak of much. I imagine she’s crammed full of stuff. And I want her to know that she’s safe to speak now.
Probably seems strange to regular folks that keep their babies. But for first Mamas it key for their complete healing to have the green light from me. The world can just keep telling stories about us. Or we can tell the world our story for real.
It’s not good to hold it in. Adoption did not think about that. But I did.
Mamas said she fine so long she can’t even see she’s not fine. About me.