Dead wrong to tell me to relax
When I’m reacting.
No one can pluck me out of the hand of God.
I can blog whatever I feel from within the hand of God. Naked. Clothed. We all can.
It’s when we, think? We can get up or that someone can pull us out of our place that is our place that we? Loose it.
What are the scriptures for if not to guide our minds to be able to have abundance and prosperity? If we want to know abundance? Listen. If we all we set to abundance mindset? Well what a world that would be?
And we can created that world? How do we think anything first comes to be? Is in the minds first? Even dinner and a poop? I mean either the brain regulates how to keep the body alive or not? What is it?
It’s not mind over matter. It’s mind manages what matters. Health matters. Mental health matters to the body. Yes. Beyond what we even understand about our own bodies capabilities? Which shows? The Medulla oblongata is programmed to keep us working? So we can live inside our spirits homeostasis? Makes sense to me?
Pain receptors for one thing? Are telling the brain a message. Are we consciously listening? Or consciously medicating? Like I can med my alarm system away? Or mediate my alarm system away? Alarms are for a reason. And we need to look at the alarm and not deny it, ignore it, or snooze it away each day.
My ears ring. And I’m pretty sure they always have. I just blocked it out. The ring in my brain so I could focus and grow up. At some point my body, about close to 50? Stopped me and made me sick. Hair falling out? Hormones? Hot flashes from hell? My body said stop the train.
It’s time for a few things to get off. And I mean a few. My Mama would say under her breath? A few things? Try the whole kitchen?
And I’d say yeah? I needed a new kitchen and all that that I put in that circular file or trash can needed to be processed for fuel for my new kitchen and life chapters ahead.
People don’t really realize what a great education I do have? How much God took me in and educated me? And people marvel? Like God’s not teaching them? And I feel so sad about that? Blind? Messed up? And they try to rub it on me and they can’t? If I am blind? I say I am blind. If I see someone blind? I help them see. Just like Jesus with the clay? Dirt is good for sight. But that man just believed what Jesus said? And was healed? It began in the mind? First with Jesus taking the time to help the guy create a way to see?
Let’s me ask you this? Placebo affects? Works. So why are we tricking the mind to be healthy? Why do we cling to just cake? We are bags of mud and bacteria. Beautiful bags. Not ugly? Of mud water bacteria flesh? Wine skins?
This physical world is created by our minds together. Our minds together change our world? We think about going to the store? And before you know it we are at the store? Manifestation in its simplest form. We do it all day. And it the mind and what we allow in and hold onto that determines the story.
So whatever your holding onto? Maybe look at it? Ask yourself questions about it? Where did you get that that you hold onto? Is your Aunt a bitch only? Or is there more to her story? Why don’t you like uncle Fred? Did he touch you where you did not want him to and take you somewhere you did not want to go? What will you do now about it? How did it make you feel? Beyond anger. What was uncomfortable about it? Ask. Your there still. At that point. Holding onto it because, you have not faced it and asked the questions for fear. Fear of what? What?
Can he hurt you now? If yes? What can you do about it? How can you speak up and to who? Where is safety if not in your mind first? You are your best friend. Talk yourself through it. If the answer no? What them. He cane hurt me now? Yeah. He can’t? Why am I still Holding on? Well? There are a few reason.
- Feedback loops not complete. Meaning you need to confront him and tell him
- How he made you feel and have some world to explain it in a way that he can literally feel it. That’s takes time and many questions of yourself.
- Without feedback? He’s stuck too. With you. And if it’s coming up for you? He can’t change it for you. But your truth can change it for you both and set you both free of the holding pattern.
I can hear people now? “I am not stuck with him that bastard!!” And I’d say? Yes. You are. Your hanging out with a pedophile. In your mind if you are holding on.
I know who I’ve held onto? And let go. After I asked the hard question? How did I get here? How did I fall and how did they play me. A child? And how? Can I help my children and other children never fall their again?
I feel like a petophile is is also stuck in a holding pattern of behavior by his petophile in his mind. Yeah. I do? Grown healthy people we say don’t do that? So. The petophile is still a child trapped with a behavior pattern they were taught that is not helpful with no one to change that pattern for lack of honest feedback? Stuck doing the same thing again and again.
Tell me I’m wrong? But I’m sure I’m right? Hey big no ones gonna confront me? It must be ok? That’s what children think? Adults? Know what’s ok? And if you’ve been Compromised? And incarceration lend no hope for change except punishment? What’s the point?