Adoption.

When you ask for the help you want and need. No one listens. No one comes when you call.

No one gives a shit. That’s is what I’ve experienced since birth. I cried and screamed at my birth. No one even heard or understood me.

And now that I am old enough to form my words. No one wants to hear it.

Oh. But of course it’s me. It’s all my fault of course. I said it wrong. I didn’t act right. I’m the one to blame again and again for not doing anything right.

What. Do I do. I’ve given my all to this for both my Mothers and in the end of this day? What did I get. Silence. Refusal to even hear me. Me.

The child this was supposed to help was denied. And my kids wonder why I am not ok?

Like wow.

Like just snap out of it? Be all cheery. When Mothers don’t get you life is dreary.

  • All I ever wanted just dashed to the rock and mowed over for some other woman’s rights to choose or to deny.
  • Right to life my ass. More like right to die.
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    psychecafe

    I am an Adapted, artist, Mother, a soul, a human, singer, writer, activist, minister and deprogrammer and reprogrammer of minds. And I am here because we need to change how you see it, a lot of things that is. For us Adoptees who have lived in the dark. We were cut off from our families. And that is sad people.

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