You suck.

I guess Mama needed, A girl who would give birth to David, yet she’d be the one to take down Goliath with her love for Mama with her pebbles of understanding from waking a lifetime without her and that meaning.

We all hear how fighting is wrong. What about David? In the Bible who was the smallest son of Jesse who tended to the lambs? He seemed to unassuming and small? Yet he towered above them all after his slingshot took down the town bully send to take down God’s people.


Should not try to steal. From those who are peaceful and trying to be good? Seems the Bible is chalked full of stories about people Overcoming a bully or two. Seems God inspires men and woman to fill up the pages of a code book of the ages with the stories. Of god’s saving glories. So much so we call that book


God will never leave us nor forsake us. And neither should a Mama do the same or be lead to think she’s clever to walk away from

Her calling to help another. If you want God to give you a baby? May I make a suggestion?

Go home and baby sit you sisters kids or your neighbors. If you can’t handle their kids? With pleasure? You ain’t ready to be a mother. Plain and simple. This body I live in is a temple. Not for your glory. I know who I came from stop telling me stories and help me find Mama. For she needs me. But she’s to proud to scream it. She’s punished herself without knowing.

Why don’t you help kids to stay with their Mamas if you want one of your own? Why do you have to be greedy and want what’s sent to another and allow her to be used like an oven and left in such a state of mind?

Don’t tell me you love me. Show me. By helping me get to my Mama! How dare you! Yes. How dare you think your so intelligent! To think taking me away would make it better.

It. Did. Not.

You are not ready if God won’t open your belly. Take this warning. And stop tearing up families for your own glory. You suck. Try again. This time. Let’s get it right.


I am an Adapted, artist, Mother, a soul, a human, singer, writer, activist, minister and deprogrammer and reprogrammer of minds. And I am here because we need to change how you see it, a lot of things that is. For us Adoptees who have lived in the dark. We were cut off from our families. And that is sad people.

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