This is what real exposure looks like unedited. What’s your excuse?

What is brave?

Let’s look at that below.

brave

Dictionary result for brave

/brāve

adjective
  1. 1. 
  2. ready to face and endure danger or pain; showing courage.
  3. “a brave soldier

And I am standing here in this worldwide web. Naked. And scared.

And my words have shown the scares no one could see inside of me. The mind of a child stuck in a bubble of soap. Incapsulated to preserve my purity while denying it all the same? Sooooooo bypolar.

Adoption my bypolar teacher? Showed me the way. To swing to both sides and not get stuck in on or the other. Has anyone even considered that’s the lesson? No. One side or the other!!

I laugh. Cuz everyone swings this and and that? Who’s bringing the balance I ask you? We all must learn to balance? The mind and emotions. It’s a practice. Prescriptions can’t teach us how to rule and rein our own mental turmoils and emotional battles without beasts that we live in ? Prescriptions do not tell us what to do about it? Prescriptions numb the sensations and keep us bond to a bottle. And a doctor.

That money could be spent on enjoying life!! Instead of paying the doctor to had out another pill? Maybe smoke a bowl sister and brother church goer? It’s a plant for god sake? The church is just out of wake from lacking the content of the time when the Bible was written? The mood. How woman were treated. Plants rules then. The moon was followed and listened too. The stars had meanings.

Before England got ahold of the Bible? I mean someone got to go here. Might as well be bubble girl? My Mama was catholic which means she still is. And I? Am an unconfirmed catholic. But still catholic. I am one of their bastard children walking around the planet.

No fear Mama. I was not the only one denied my confirmation? A very well know woman was rejected due to technicalities. Very well known indeed. Thank you lord for such great verifications as to my life story. This is a wild one. And no fear my exMother in-law is now catholic that’s why I went so she could join the family she raised to be catholic. I am the angel sent to make you aware. Sent to live in this strange woman’s body. The angel of the awareness. Oh. I’m aware!! And I don’t like it!!

And everyone’s gonna know the affect of the denial of my Mamas love is! I’ve had it!!

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psychecafe

I am an Adapted, artist, Mother, a soul, a human, singer, writer, activist, minister and deprogrammer and reprogrammer of minds. And I am here because we need to change how you see it, a lot of things that is. For us Adoptees who have lived in the dark. We were cut off from our families. And that is sad people.

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