Our souls at night.


Looks like a good one Mama. Let’s watch it together and not together. You there. Me here.

Let’s live Mama. I’m here. Loving you.

  • Update after watching. Omg!! Great story of a rewrite and adaption!! I love the end and how they adapted. Love grows like a weed and takes over in places pansies fear to tread, love thrives in the stony gravel and the sand.
  • Love stand the test of time.
  • Love stand the test of wits.
  • Love stands the test of wills.
  • Love stand the test of endurance.
  • Love stand the tests.
    1. Love passes with flying colors. Always at the end when all Hope of victory has been expended. Love thrust us forward from our meager efforts to proceed fail.
      God’s love, like a loving father after a fall. Give us a hand up. Brushes us off. Father and Mother God together twirl us around to have a good look to make sure we’re ok.
      Do we think the universe does not see when we fall? Though we live in a ball? Where else would God be? Is asking permission Fallon out of coolness God’s asking? Did I not tell you I knock? Expect doors to open. But you do have free will. But is it really free?
  • I know God sees me. And now my Mama sees me while she sits at ease in her own home and chair. No need to get up Mama. Sip some tea and let me entertain you.
  • You have seemed a bit bored these days? But honey? Teach grown ass people how to cook all day? When you’ve got me on the chain? Oh Lordy girl? You look a fright!
  • Listen. Those old people!! Are dying!! Dying Mama!! Why are you teaching the past!!!!! My goodness! Chelsie cooks better and has been taught less! Hello! Hello! Jello! Yellow!! Fact!
  • No hate. Just truth. It’s like me singing funerals Mama? I’m better than that! I need to sing to people that want to love about living! Don’t ya see? Open those eyes of yours sister!!
  • You’ve graduated to me! The applicable chef who’s born three chefs of her own!! Bam!
  • What. In the world are ya thinking and where are you going? What church is this place? Who is this pastor? Listen. If you don’t call me back you leave me with questions. Question deserve answers and I’ve waited long enough!! Enough!!
  • Man? Did you just let my sister cry? Did you not scarify their cries? And if so? Why deny me? Flesh of your flesh and bone of your bone? What is your answer!! What was the reason!!
  • https://youtu.be/_cF377eW0nU
    That’s real Mama. Be like Cardi B Mama. Not that other woman stumbling all over herself and not answering don’t. I can’t bare to witness this any longer. No.

    No. More. Cardi B doesn’t hate this woman? She hates the mask she’s wearing while Cardi is being real and not fake.

    It’s about behavior and character. Cardi b is acting in character. Authentic. Real. Raw. Might be over the top? But that’s her. I respect that.

    The other woman? She does not respect herself enough to give account? Cardi did. That’s the difference. When your real you tell all and don’t hide. That’s character. Character you sent me to learn. Character I brought back to show you the girl code is real and alive inside of me. I got you boo.

    I can write about my own Mama. And call her out. She can do me the same is our new creed. Well. It’s the old creed now new. Whatever. You know what I mean.

    My mamas been begging for me to give this to her? Like? The truth! People think she likes the lie she lived and learned to love? Life? With me? She loves all the characters in her life play. Deep within this is her truth.

    Listen. Chelsie May have said it out loud. And I’m proud of her for it. My messenger. But my Mama dreamed it and wished it. To drink tea together one day. That days coming Mama. And I am working for this to be amazing for us all. Heart warming. Heart opening. And a full circle to honor you both properly.

    How? I don’t know? That’s on us. All of us?

    If Christ died. We all died is another way to put it. So why die again? Why live to die? Let’s die to live. And write a new story? Why? What’s the reason?

    2 Corinthians 5 New King James Version (NKJV)

    Assurance of the Resurrection
    5 For we know that if our earthly [a]house, this tent, is destroyed, we have a building from God, a house not made with hands, eternal in the heavens. 2 For in this we groan, earnestly desiring to be clothed with our [b]habitation which is from heaven, 3 if indeed, having been clothed, we shall not be found naked. 4 For we who are in this tent groan, being burdened, not because we want to be unclothed, but further clothed, that mortality may be swallowed up by life. 5 Now He who has prepared us for this very thing is God, who also has given us the Spirit as [c]a guarantee.

    6 So we are always confident, knowing that while we are at home in the body we are absent from the Lord. 7 For we walk by faith, not by sight. 8 We are confident, yes, well pleased rather to be absent from the body and to be present with the Lord.

    The Judgment Seat of Christ
    9 Therefore we make it our aim, whether present or absent, to be well pleasing to Him. 10 For we must all appear before the judgment seat of Christ, that each one may receive the things done in the body, according to what he has done, whether good or bad. 11 Knowing, therefore, the terror of the Lord, we persuade men; but we are well known to God, and I also trust are well known in your consciences.

    Be Reconciled to God
    12 For we do not commend ourselves again to you, but give you opportunity to boast on our behalf, that you may have an answer for those who boast in appearance and not in heart. 13 For if we are beside ourselves, it is for God; or if we are of sound mind, it is for you. 14 For the love of Christ compels us, because we judge thus: that if One died for all, then all died; 15 and He died for all, that those who live should live no longer for themselves, but for Him who died for them and rose again.

    16 Therefore, from now on, we regard no one according to the flesh. Even though we have known Christ according to the flesh, yet now we know Him thus no longer. 17 Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; old things have passed away; behold, all things have become new. 18 Now all things are of God, who has reconciled us to Himself through Jesus Christ, and has given us the ministry of reconciliation, 19 that is, that God was in Christ reconciling the world to Himself, not [d]imputing their trespasses to them, and has committed to us the word of reconciliation.

    20 Now then, we are ambassadors for Christ, as though God were pleading through us: we implore you on Christ’s behalf, be reconciled to God. 21 For He made Him who knew no sin to be sin for us, that we might become the righteousness of God in Him.


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