The joke

There are many endings ……. we can choose. Our lives flow from one state to the next like an elegant dance. Only when a rude man interrupts and cuts in does that dance change. But your true partner always stands by, for the next song to dance to with you. A never ending dance. Only a pause for refreshments and rest rooms and blushed cheeks and lips stick. And a man who just showed up and feeling in love with the dancer and made a child.

Bless that dude. I will. Thanks Daddy. For helping make me. If I was on an island and didn’t know a thing about you? Which is kind of like my life? Except I was brought back from the island alive? I would be grateful. I should be grateful no matter? And I am grateful. Grateful enough to help my family process our trauma.

My parents issues have affected me? But they don’t affect my unconditional love for them? They may not have stayed together? But they came together inside of me? Unity. Right here. Me. Huey and Linda married inside me. The physical representation of their union. Walking. Talking. Breathing storybook of a love so rare?? Wild. And amazing. Book made from them.

Ready to read now that the dust is off. To say or imply that someone using the two sides of their brain equally is insane is insane? We all are bipolar? Right left and male and female? Father and mother. It’s about balancing the two polar ends? Balances is key?

It only takes one person to close the door and shut out the cold. Mamas duress burned bright enough. I’ve shared that heart and hearth with everyone I know. Everyone knows Mama through me and my sisters and brothers and their kids. She’s had a profound affect on me.

9 months? With a woman. And a love of my lifetime. Just because you have kids and get a surprise one doesn’t mean that you know what to do when that surprise one seems to much to handle?, remember this Mama. She can handler herself. And I would have and we would have been great. And that’s what I am laying down here is that foundational truth into today. We are great.

This is a lot. Know? And you’ve come a long way baby. This birds chirping a love song for you lady!! And everybody loves it!! The jokes on them!!

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