So true. My A mom has told me she doesn’t care about my Mama? Which shocked me to all get out? How could she say that? Adoption. Lovely adoption made her not give a shit about the woman who made her damn dream happen ? I set her straight of course. I mean she can’t love me and not care about my Mama. That’s just not ok by me. We all need to be grateful.
And she has much to be grateful for. I’ve been a good daughter to her? Even through the divorce which was hard on us all? And she should love my Mama for what she gave. That’s how I see it. We got what we got. Many things were hard yes.
The highest beef? Taking my Mama away from me. Very hard on my body and my mind to figure it out. It’s all different when you don’t go home with Mama. Nothing’s the same. Not even the new Mama. My body? Reacted strongly. And you can’t blame me for that. Why would anyone blame me anyway? That’s my question? What did I do except want to come home? It’s not my fault Adoptions a lie from hell?
I’m trying to iron it all out? I don’t see anyone else trying to launder this? My sisters are like Cinderella’s sisters and I must be Cinderella? Who’s the evil step Mother now? No one should be? And I am not Cinderella. I’m Belinda.