I don’t know how? But it’s a gut feeling I have these days. That my Daddy’s making something right with my Mama through me.
I feel I was born as a gift. And that my Dad was more than my Mama realized at the time. I kind of get the feeling that she really rang his bell and he rang hers. And it was a scary kind of feeling. Mama does not like being out of control.
And my Dad somehow made her loose her control. Which wasn’t bad per say. Love kind of does that. Throws a right curve at us. Leaves a baby in it wake. And a woman torn up.
I do feel I am working to allow my father to address anything left undone or unsaid to her. I am from his seed and would know best. Children do feel things like that. And I’m no different. And after studying Mama and the family so long? And all my prayers for guidance I don’t see God letting me down.