Chelsie Lynn

Baby girl. Look at yourself. Look at your life.

Be happy. About all the work you’ve done on yourself. You don’t need me. And that the point. You don’t have to need me. Which means you can want me. Which is way better. Than need.

And in that. I’ve succeeded where I still work to get myself baby girl? You made it. Due to how you responded to me? Like own that powers baby girl. You rock. Don’t even let my own Mamas tell you that I sucked. Because at the end of the day? You made it out.

Your worth has never been in question. You just picked that up from me baby. And you gave it back to my Mamas. Kudos baby girl. Because I wanted you and did not need you.

If there was any need for me? It was to see you overcome to show inspire me to do the same. Like it hard letting go. I get it. Mamas got a job to do. It’s about all the children in the future. It’s about every child knowing they are the best surprise?? I would not take back you baby.

Even if that means being around me is out right now. You do need to get strong enough for this not to affect you like it has. It’s up to you to take the lesson of a child born to a woman who was abandoned. Knowing what abandonment feels like? Give you an edge to help folks see beyond that to our divine value? Right?

And folks needed to see the affect on you all. You seemed to feel it and express it more than your siblings. You are a third born. Like me yet different. I embraced you as a surprise and unwrapped the beauty of you. I beheld the amazing spirit that is you. I have celebrated you.

I have mourned the loss of the old you. Yes. Yes. And I have accepted that your process is different than mine. I would love to apologize. But like? Abandonment was given to me. And within a thrown away woman, a wonderful Surprise grew. You.

I love you truly. And thank you for being so amazingly strong to do this.

Happy new year baby. Blessing to you in all directions of time. ๐Ÿ’‹๐Ÿ’‹๐Ÿ’‹โœ…

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