I mean I am giving my Mama the benefit of a doubt.

That she was hood winked? Into trying to think it was all ok. Even though her body told her. Her inner knowing told her. She tried. And still tries this bond of ours.

Does she see? Two people tethered would cause one to always snap back if one pulls back? One must come forward due to the bond? Yeah Mama.

The more ya block. The more I knock kind of bond? Your making me knock by billing back instead of towards me? The past is strong. But not strong enough for this bond. We going forward Mama. Wiser. Healed. And filled with love Mama.

It is what it is. And what is is to be. Let go of the past. And take hold of the new. Take my loving hand. You are safe. That’s coffins shut and filled with shit. Gently placed with honor. Our past has won us wisdom. All of us. Wiser for knowing the others story. Wiser for taking the time to see love and work to see love through lens of love. Specs removed. Beams gone. Face to face. No veil. Open. Honest. Real.

To the new year. And our new story. People are going to just love it! Way more than 22. And now that the trash is out? They can’t use it against us!! We were honest. And no one even cared.

except Bradly. Hey buddy! Thanks for the likes!! Xo

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psychecafe

I am an Adapted, artist, Mother, a soul, a human, singer, writer, activist, minister and deprogrammer and reprogrammer of minds. And I am here because we need to change how you see it, a lot of things that is. For us Adoptees who have lived in the dark. We were cut off from our families. And that is sad people.

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