I realize

I realize that I am triggering my Mama. A lot. And she’s not happy that I’ve pulled every trigger. But this is the deal.

No Mama. Should have a gun. That’s a fact. Least of all one pointed on me, ready to shoot. Least of all connected to an old fear stuck inside you so old your to used to it.

I am unconventional. Yes. Get used to it Mama. I’m a mental ninja. I’m ninjaing that mind of yours. It’s high time the ok corral was changed to an ok meadow or something soft like a pillow.

You’ve been spun up so tight. It’s time to let that that I am triggering over and over and over until all the bullets are gone and your just to tired to even remember why you keep bring a gun to a love feast. Ok?

I’m that connected to you. And with God? As my source giving me that number of yours? I am unstoppable. Why? Cuz I love you. Like ain’t no one loves you Mama? Hasn’t anyone ever told you? Love needs no gun.

Yeah. Like get the hell over it. What the hell do you think I am? I work for God and read actions, energies and non actions and decipher bullshit.

I don’t always take the time to confront triggers. So. Your welcome.

It’s time to lay the gun down.

Yeah. I wrote about and to. Get over that. These messages are not to show off my grammar. It’s to show you how to get over your own self.

I’m showing ya! How to get real again. By telling it like I see it and not worrying about your damn Ego!! The flesh must submit to God’s spirit. Like? Seriously.

I wonder these days about you and God? Seriously wonder if you. Are backslidden. Folks can read Ana read and read. Faith. Without works. Is dead.

Now live Mama. Grace has got you. Fire away. Stop trying to hide your gun. I know your triggered as hell. And scared. Cuz I can see it!

That’s love Mama dear. Pure love. Like go on. Call me and yell. Someone got to listen to your truth and be a witness as you confess how ya feel. So a new feeling can come in.

Man. The church’s these days be serving milk! I’m being steak!! And baked potatoes from revelations as I’ve pondered God’s word and asked for answers. And for god who know you better than you know yourself to show me where to target the words to set you free?

Ive never seen someone so stubborn. Lol. Well lady? Meet the match made from your own body, send from God to turn your pilot light back on for God. Say hello to your jack of all trades and no need to master. My master is god who knows all sees all. And sends a child home to bring the fire back into her Mama souls again. Lord Jesus woman.

Like this is real love and not come candy coats turd. If I’ve got you upset? Ask God why. Who is generous when we need wisdom. No? Yes.

I’m right on time. Accept what is is what’s supposed to be. If I’m coming at you? Ask God why? Then open the Bible and read!!

Am I not a disciple? Yeah. I am. So are you. And all your needing is a course correction. But your so bent out of shape and taking it all personal. Why? No ones co fronted your Ego. But me! Yeah. Why? Cuz mine got confronted!!by God when God made me see. You need me!!

Lord. I pray these words melt that hard shell around Mamas heart this moment in all directions if time. Heal her wounds.

Ask yourself this Mama. Why am I so triggered by this girl who says she loves me? Hmmm? Yeah. Now listen to what God saying through me. Stop looking at me. I’m grown. Without you! So get over it! You do t get to control how God’s healing us. You can hide all day in your closet? But at some point? You got to minister.

What will you tell folks? You gonna hide me forever? Huh? That’s doesn’t look like healing? Looks like lazy. Did you think I would not be able to see through your bullshit shield? Lol.

That’s funny. Oh. You want me to tiptoe around you do you? Bow? Lord have mercy you’ve gone to far. And must be drawn back. And that Ego! Must die! If you haven’t called me? Then the Egos which is the flesh is just taken over.

I pray for a revival inside of you now. I pray God activates my DNA that still lives inside you to help you see the light!! In me. In us. In life.

Cuz this shit shows got to stop. And I will hammer this home until January!! Maybe beyond. If God says so. I’m tired too. Banging up agains your rough spots and mine. But God’s smoothing us. And if this is Ego? Lol. No. It’s not. I’d have dropped you ass long ago honey. Long ago.

Ask Chelsie Lynn.

That egos got to go in Jesus Name!! Amen

You can read and Criticize all you want. Make excuses. Or more excuses why? But is God really listening? I would say no. You cut God god. That why you pour over that bauble like ya do?

Matthew 18:15-17 New International Version (NIV)

Dealing With Sin in the Church

15 “If your brother or sister<sup class=”footnote” data-fn=”#fen-NIV-23743a” data-link=”[a]” style=”font-size: 0.625em; line-height: 22px; vertical-align: top”>[a] sins,<sup class=”footnote” data-fn=”#fen-NIV-23743b” data-link=”[b]” style=”font-size: 0.625em; line-height: 22px; vertical-align: top”>[b] go and point out their fault,<sup class=”crossreference” data-cr=”#cen-NIV-23743A” data-link=”(A)” style=”font-size: 0.625em; line-height: 22px; vertical-align: top”> just between the two of you. If they listen to you, you have won them over. 16 But if they will not listen, take one or two others along, so that ‘every matter may be established by the testimony of two or three witnesses.’<sup class=”footnote” data-fn=”#fen-NIV-23744c” data-link=”[c]” style=”font-size: 0.625em; line-height: 22px; vertical-align: top”>[c]<sup class=”crossreference” data-cr=”#cen-NIV-23744B” data-link=”(B)” style=”font-size: 0.625em; line-height: 22px; vertical-align: top”> 17 If they still refuse to listen, tell it to the church;<sup class=”crossreference” data-cr=”#cen-NIV-23745C” data-link=”(C)” style=”font-size: 0.625em; line-height: 22px; vertical-align: top”> and if they refuse to listen even to the church, treat them as you would a pagan or a tax collector.

Are you a tax collector Mama? No. Or a pagan? No. You are a Christian. Practice make perfect. I’ve had to learn. Now I teach you what Adoption school taught me.

you can’t block God Mama.

Unconfessed Sin

I’m not sure why it’s hard for some people to confess their sins to God, but God won’t be able to bless the person that is living in a state if sin and without having repentance. The psalmist wrote, “If I had cherished iniquity in my heart, the Lord would not have listened” (Psalm 66:18), since “If one turns away his ear from hearing the law, even his prayer is an abomination” (Prov 28:9). Why not confess your sins right now, because “if we confess our sins, he is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness” (1st John 1:9).

Children are a heritage from the Lord, offspring a reward from him. Like arrows in the hands of a warrior are children born in one’s youth. Blessed is the man whose quiver is full of them. They will not be put to shame when they contend with their opponents in court.

— Psalm 127:3-5

Children’s children are a crown to the aged, and parents are the pride of their children.

— Proverbs 17:6

An argument started among the disciples as to which of them would be the greatest. Jesus, knowing their thoughts, took a little child and had him stand beside him. Then he said to them, “Whoever welcomes this little child in my name welcomes me; and whoever welcomes me welcomes the one who sent me. For it is the one who is least among you all who is the greatest.”

— Luke 9:46-47 (also Mark 9:35-37)

Religion that God our Father accepts as pure and faultless is this: to look after orphans and widows in their distress and to keep oneself from being polluted by the world.

— James 1:27

This is compassion. To show you. Is compassion.

Without corrections our course is off. If you can’t even call me? Your off.


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