I’m doing my best. So was Mama til I showed her better.

In my mind? A good daughter does all she can to help her Mamas to be their best. Out with the old and in with the new!! Bleach it if it’s dirty! Throw it out if you can’t find another use for it. Recycle reuse if possible. Give to those who have less than you. I changed that one. Give to anyone God tells you to.

There comes a time in every girl’s life when she stand up to her Mama. I’ve got two to stand up to and for. They haven’t felt to built up lately because I’ve been tearing somethings down to build better. My Mamas egos went out the door for sure. Yes. We all at some point need to look at our negative feedback. I feel that to have me

Guide them through theirs has been very kind and understanding of me? I guess they thought they had breezed it? Yeah woe. My report does count? I’m grown and my feedback is key to Adoptions true feedback.

I feel I have had plenty of time to review Adoption and how it felt being so? Yes. I have a right to report my findings even if my Mamas don’t like the negative feedback? To limit the truthfulness by withholding the negative leaves Adoption oblivious of its true affect on The Adoptees. To withhold my full feedback would leave the numbers off and an out of date view point about something that is so popular. As Adoption?

We must look at the negative feedback to make sure this is truly good for all involved? A revue is truly needed that includes all reviews as valid and needed. . And a good look at revenues from Adoption business. Let’s face it, Adoption is a business of trafficking children to who ever! And not a business keeping folks together? But a business paid to rip us apart?

What are we doing folks? I Belinda Jean ask? A woman who grew up Adopted would like it to

Change. I would not wish to have anyone live like I lived growing up confused and longing for a home and feeling guilty as hell because of it? I had to learn better to have better than what Adoption gave me to work with? And better for me is to have both Mamas acting right. Not this mess we have cuz whoever is all upset🤡. Get over it!! I did.

My view point may be brand new and a hell of a shock? To bad? Being taken away from my Mama felt like hell! How can a person even love a new person when at that point my Mama was my world! Science even back that?

Yes. I get excited. Trying to cover it all at many angles! What do you expect from a woman who’s felt Invisible her whole life to her Mama!? What? Did you expect? You suck it up! Take a good taste of what I’ve eaten baby! Come on take a big scoop and swallow!! Then you tell me? Walk 55 years holding the shit in. Try to barf it as best you can considering how rotten it is by now? Yeah. Excuse me.



I am an Adapted, artist, Mother, a soul, a human, singer, writer, activist, minister and deprogrammer and reprogrammer of minds. And I am here because we need to change how you see it, a lot of things that is. For us Adoptees who have lived in the dark. We were cut off from our families. And that is sad people.

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