I really tried to like living without my Mama and family. But honestly. Who really like to be cut off from their Mama? Like really folks?
It’s like being forced into a third party situation by your own Mama and expected to be happy about feeling like a cheater? When the one you love is still alive and you just can’t get to them? Seriously dysfunctional at it best and worst.
- I don’t hate anyone. I just love and want my Mama back. Am I supposed to keep saying a lie after all this time? I always have loved and wanted her? Guess she thought different?
- I figure waking her up would and was the only way? It’s like my Mama went I to a deep sleep about me? Seems waking her up is the answer? Because I am her princess. Who needs a prince when she’s got me?
I love both now. But had to really work at expanding my emotions to create space for a woman I didn’t even know before Adoption. Ok?