Like I said before. Mamas praying.

It’s in the cards. Phil showed up in my read this morning. And my blessings too. First card is of course Mama. Ten of cups-emotional fulfillment next. Three of cups-celebrations. Kin of swords is an air sign. Phil was a Libra. Then? Ten of coins. Financial fulfillment. Ten is new beginning and fulfillment. Threes are divinely guided blessings and celebration.

I mean I am not joking here? I was drinking my coffee and pulled the deck out and wam!! Hermit card shows up!! Lol. God is talking to me through these cards. No devil can stop God from speaking through anything.

I am so grateful. Phil’s spirit came to me after his passing. And he told me he was going to help me. And he showed up with Mama in this reading showing me blessings are here. God is good.

Below is the spread. Read it a weep for joy peps. God is alive and well and speaks through tarot. Lol. Wow! I made it through the fears of my family and gained knowledge the church keeps us from seeing for fear. The Bible is a book of love. Love. And we do need to rightly divide it.

Cards are cards. But God guises the cards people. God guide everything and fear is ignorance in disguise. Face that fear! Turn the tables over!! Speak what’s inside so God can fill you with the ultimate truth. Love is the highest truth of all. My fears kept me from seeing my Mama as the blessin that she has always been.

I feared and Mama feared too that we would change our minds again. Nope. Not going back to life without that woman. I’m just not!! I know her value is above rubies and Diamonds. My Mama is a diamond and a rock!! Her shine lit my dark world up!! And melted all my fears with her prayers of a loving Mama.

That’s the thing. When Mama didn’t know what the hell was going on with me? She took it to God!! And God took it to me. And cleaned me up toot sweet!! Xoxox

I am so grateful for a loving God that take all our wounds and hurts and cleans it all up. Thank you Lord for your faithfulness to me. Thank you for helping my Mama go on without me. May I please, please, please have my Mama back lord? Thank you for letting her rise up in me and lead me to her door to remind her how amazing her crazy side was that made me.


Folks. Do the work. It’s worth it. Our Mama need us too? They need to know we are ok without them. Every Mama on the planet eat worries if their babies will make it when they are gone. Mama? I’m good. I’ll be ok when your gone. But there still time for us to be together in spirit and in truth. Let’s not waste a drop. Xoxo

I love you true Mama. Xoxox

Mama shine light into our world when no one else can’t. Ok? It’s in the DNA. Xoxo


I am an Adapted, artist, Mother, a soul, a human, singer, writer, activist, minister and deprogrammer and reprogrammer of minds. And I am here because we need to change how you see it, a lot of things that is. For us Adoptees who have lived in the dark. We were cut off from our families. And that is sad people.

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