Lord. I would like a new heart.

Lord. I would like a new heart

This ones tattered and worn

From years of being torn

Between two woman

I need a new heart lord

So I can love once again

So I won’t keep needing to patch this one up

This heart is worn out

And needs to be replaced

I can’t see the beauty for the ashes

I want to be new again

And to forget all that’s wounded this heart

Please give me a new one so I can go on

Please fill it with your love for me

So I can share it with others

Without all the tears and the holes

It’s hard to love with this old half torn heart

Maybe with a new heart my Mama will see the beauty in me?

Maybe I will see the beauty of me

Maybe I could see the beauty in Being Adopted

Because right now,

All I see and feel is pain

Take this grief stricken heart and give me a new one

Please.

Thank you ahead of time

Because I know you always come through.

Amen.

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