Optimism

My Mama gave me away after being born.

I try to be optimistic.

My Mama never looked back.

I looked ahead, for her.

I try to be optimistic.

Adoption says I must love only one Mother openly., and not mention the other Mother.

I try to be optimistic

I found my ‘Mama. She wasn’t happy about it.

I try to be optimistic

Why.

What has optimism gotten me?

What has hope helped me?

Oh. That’s eight. When my Mama gave me away. Someone else took me home to make me their Child.

Great. Being me didn’t work for Mama.

Now I have to be someone else for someone else.

I am tired.

I really just want to go home.

This world sucks.

Today.

I’m over whelmed and my Mamas are out o lunch.

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