I wonder…..

I wonder_

What does God think about all these gifts that are rejected, aborted, and adopted?

I wonder what God feels when his gifts are refused and removed and given away?

Is God pleased that his creations are not accepted??

Is God pleased that a gift was re-gifted to another?

Jesus said, When the disciples saw this, they rebuked them. But Jesus called the children to him and said, “Let the little children come to me, and do not hinder them, for the kingdom of God belongs to such as these. … Children are a heritage from the Lord, offspring a reward from him.

He called a little child to him, and placed the child among them. And he said: “Truly I tell you, unless you change and become like little children, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven. Therefore, whoever takes the lowly position of this child is the greatest in the kingdom of heaven. And whoever welcomes one such child in my name welcomes me.

— Matthew 18:1-5

Psalms 127:3

Children are a gift from the Lord;
    they are a reward from him.


I wonder-

Does God get hurt because we use our free will to refuse his gift of life?

What is the purpose of life?

Is ti not a woman purpose to create life? Offspring?

I wonder?

Did the Holy spirit only overshadow Mary?

Luke 1:38The angel answered, “The Holy Spirit will come on you, and the power of the Most High will overshadow you. So the holy one to be born will be called the Son of God.

I wonder? Are we all not sons and daughters of  God if God creates us within our Mama’s womb?

Acts 10:34Then Peter opened his mouth, and said, Of a truth I perceive that God is no respecter of persons:

I wonder?

Did God respect Mary more than My Mama?

If the Holy Spirit respects her as much a Mary? Then was it not the Holy Spirit that over shadowed her on my behave?

Was it not the Holy Spirit that brought me to her?

The scriptures are pretty clear. Children are gifts.

And so my Mama’s behavior is so perplexing.

If God is her God and God is my God? Then why?

My Mama reads 4 bible studies each day?

How does she miss this?

Or is a wound?

Did she misinterpret Gods intention?

She chose to regifte me.

I wonder?

How did God feel about that?

Because I was lead home to her?


If not to show her his work with the gift she sent to her?

And she seems unpleased still with what God made from her?

I wonder?

What makes a woman not want a gift from God?

And I wonder?

How do we help woman accept their gifts?

How can we help them see them as gifts?

How do we change this narrative of rejection?

It seems to be clear in the scriptures?

And yet My own Mama, who loves God? Is not having any of it?

I wonder?


I look at this picture. And I see my father in me, and yet I also see my Mama.

I wonder?

Why does she only see my father?

Mary saw God? Mary believe the angel?

Look at this picture. You see two woman, connected.

My arm is around her. And love is in this picture…..

And I wonder? Does God have a plan for us? I believe God does. How do I convince Mama?


If God made me with the Holy Spirit from her?

I wonder?


And God brought me back to her?



To give her a second chance to receive her gift?

Is not God long-suffering?

My view is God never gives up on us.

And so, I must keep going.

Until mama sees her blessing..

Because I am her blessing too.

Even if she gave me away.

Moses went home?

Josephs family came to him?

Reunions are Gods creation?

I wonder?

Are we all not gifts?

It is not fun to be misunderstood.

And I wonder?

How does God feel when woman xmisundersant their gift of life?

I wonder?


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