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You who are trying to be justified by the law have been alienated from Christ; you have fallen away from grace.
This scripture covers all written here because I am justified by grace. Christ’s power of grace covers every missed step and mark. And I have learned. It to stay down and to keep getting up and shooting towards the mark. Truths from my past can no longer hold me down. I have outed them all in this written confession from a woman who was adopted and removed from her family, and who struggled to overcome the stereo type of Adoption. I stand a whole woman now. All parts of me have been accounted for. Adoption may have shattered me. That’s clear to see.
But God has shown me that the truth sets us free. And as we utter the truth, we say good bye to those old truths and open up space for new truths.
And Gods truth is a guide. It’s not a hammer. It’s a tool to guide us. Each of us is guided differently by God. Source. We each are different representations. Our bodies come from different genetic families and we each have gifts that lay dormant, waiting to bloom. I have many. And I am blessed.
Gods mercy is mine because I took God at Gods word. Grace is mine and I wear it like a mink coat. Just like a living Father would wish any daughter to do with such a gift as Unmerited favor.
You should try it. Grace is not a license to kill folks. It’s more of a reset button so we can try again and do better not worse. All have fallen short. None is worthy and yet we are. Grace is the proof of how worthy we are. Grace is the gift from a loving father who believes in his child. Each of us is a child of God.
This is my ultimate truth. Our bodies war with patterns that are passed down from generations past. When we face those patterns as I have done here before all of you, you change it. It’s like,”aha! I see you, pattern that needs to be deleted! And poof!” It’s bursts and dissipates. My family should feel this work I’ve done here most intensely. Healing. And a release from this negative energy.
I have taken on:
- Negative ancestral patterns
- Sexual disfunction
I’ve faced all these energies with God. I’ve experienced these within Gods hand. The fires have licked me, but god within consumes me and no other.
My Mothers and I have just gone through the Fire with me. And like shadrack meshack and abendigo, we have survived. (Spellings wrong, I know and don’t care, you get it) this subject is especially charged. And I just popped the bubble! Pop!
Shows over. Yep, that’s how it was. No move along and fix your own relationships. Take this and run! Karma can be purged. I just did it.
Thanks for diving see with me.