Maybe my neices and nephews can help? An adoptee

Maybe my neices and nephews can show their parents how to be family? 

Maybe they can show their parents how to be kind and loving to their auntie? I have come so far. But not to let this family act like this? 

Do I rail to drag them down? No. I rail to show them the darkness in their own hearts. So they can change. 

My step brother could help. Nick Brown? He was taken under my Mamas wing? Way back mama took him in? I guess he’s not figured out how to repay the favor yet? He is a busy man I guess? Living a good life she helped him obtain with her love and care? But no. He’s to busy being a big shot to help her with her daughter and would rather just leave it alone. Not his problem I guess. He’s lucky mama did not say that bout him? 

I want to be the auntie I am. To children that are my blood. But have they helped? Nope. They quote their scriptures and go on their merry way! Blind as bats. 

Maybe the children can teach the adults by stepping up? But maybe not. No one wants to hurt their poor feelings by loving me? Then they would have to grow up no wouldn’t they? 

Thanks for diving deep with me. 

God bless. 

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