my hearts races and then slowed down.
My Brian is foggy and then irritated.
I sweat a lot. And then I feel weak.
What the hell. And me and my b mom are just barely making it.
But I try to not loose hope as she seems to get farther and father away from Where I wish we were.
Being adopted is like a crap
Shoot. One day this. The next day that?
I was sick a lot and pain is kind of a norn for me. So. When my
Body gets like this I listen. I have no ideas whats going on with it. But it needs me to love it not hate it. So I rest.
I personally think I was sick because my mom thought I was a mistake and I did not take that well at all. I mean I just got here and your black balling me already? Geezo mom!
Anyway. I hope your doing good. I am just writing so people can see. And maybe I can see too. Cuz I feel blind as a bat sometimes.
Thanks for diving deep with me.