I am an Adopted Child

i am an Adopted child, what do you see in me? Do you see hope? Hope for a barren womb? Do you see faith? Faith in a system or faith in a God? Do you see love? Gods love and willingness to give up something God made for another to show us that God is all. And it is our thoughts that God desires we would want to throw up the lies and embrace the truth. Our truths set us free. When we hold back no matter who you are you stifle the divine within. And so stop the flow of your destiny. God is all and all is God folks.

Adopted children and all children are made by God, through us. God takes what we have and makes us within our mothers womb. He/ she. For God is both. Hello? Right brain, and left brain? Ying and yang? Dark and light? So these bodies are working with a higher realm and need to accept that this is true.

Merry Xmas. And all that man.

We all are loved. All is all. Hate is live in reverse. Let it sink in. We evolve. Look around you. Things change. All is well.

The lens of the Adoptee

What lens do you look through?

What I mean is what is the way in which you view the world.

-Like, glass half full, or half empty

-Like, safe, or unsafe

-Like, abundant, or lacking

-And like, negative or positive

I feel the universe is trying to get our attention. Mine especially, and I am sharing it here. What is your predominant thought process? Like what do you give a lot of your mental energy too.

These are some energies we give our attention-




And the list goes on. These energies above are some of the energies we are wrestling with these days. We are wrestling to become strong in the opposite energies. For when these energies are done with us, we will evolved to a new way of being. To become sick of Anger, is to finally accept Joy.

To be so sick of resentment, is to open the door to forgiveness.

Our world is evolving to a place were we no longer allow our minds to roam where ever they like. Why? Because we are in the age of accountability. An age when the balances must be brought to our mental activities. Many fear that there mental activities will be exposed, but the truth is they are never hidden from your site at all. A projection of your mental world is right in front of you.

For instance if you wish for someone to be gone, you will experience that person to be gone, and the energy that is with them. But is sending that person away the way to change it? Or should we work higher? And work to accept the energies that are in our life as teachers and ASK the Divine to show us what we need to know to truly proceed.

We all have what the church speaks of as free will. Which means we get to choose what energies we want. Many work with negative energies, and I have come to an understanding why. We came to transmute it. We came to feel them and to gain understanding, understanding that will be passed to generations and in all directions of time.

Each of us has a job here. Many desire here to be free of lack and limitation. But to be rid of it, we must feel the negative feelings and release them. Our world is full of pain these days. But what God/Divine is showing me is that we are being squeezed to release these energies that have been passed to us by our ancestors, and when we release these and stop holding onto them as truth, we transmute it. We are released as we forge to release our own negative thoughts that dominate our psyche. If there is a way, there is an opposite way. So turn around and begin to go another way. God will guide you.

Adoptees have experience pain. Most of it from what the world said about it, about our mothers and their loving acts that where at a time when the information we have garnered from this experience was not available. Our mothers had to trust that the decision they made was enough. And as an adoptee who has processed through this energy, I am free.

We all must face our dark thoughts about it. We must face what the world said, when we chose to believe. Our Mothers did not desire to hurt us. They did what was shown to them at the time. We have experienced what that has done. And as we become awake to the truth. Which is for me that God makes us all. Our Mothers and Fathers are vessels to make us, but the bottom line is, God makes us all.

So today I encourage you to look at the lenses you look through. If pain is a companion, look at it. Face it. Face how you feel about it. Face the thoughts you have that your Mother did not love you. For I know, today, that that is just not true. Our Mothers loved us. And as you read this blog and see the pain I had about it. You now can see that that pain pushed me to the truth. Love.

The energies above heard us to the opposite energy, if we are willing to see that we need to let it go. Like an angel of darkness that we wrestle with, Let go and the opposite will appear, but only if we let go.

Lord, I pray that each person here will devour this knowledge and may the Divine show each the way out of any pain in which they hold.

The truth is, you are enough, your mother was enough. And you were destined to be adopted. And so God is your Mother and Father. We have been set aside to transmute our parents and our worlds view of birth and creation. For we are as loved as anyone else.

WE have a choice. And we can let go of energies that no longer serve us. And then our hands will be open for the opposite. You can do this. I did.

What can we expect?Change

What can we expect living on earth? Change is one thing that is a constant. All is for our higher good. The unexpected needs to be expected. Life is random. God is evolving us. We need to be lead by our higher power. Each person higher power is different and valid. All expressions are God. And therefore are very much valid. We need to look at the whole picture, not just our own veiw. Expect that your higher self will challenge you. This is not a comfort zone. Expect to graduate up into higher realms of consciousness as you progress. Expect that people are challengers to higher thinking. Expect people to bless you by challenging you to see and test your resolve in any given area. As you war with your thoughts about whatever they did, expect that you are soaring with an energy and palpable foe whom you presigned on with to learn the lesson you came her to learn.

We are all divine beings clothes in flesh and bone. Travelers here. If you are reading this you are awakening. A time is come when we need to connect all pieces of ourselves together. For we are mind body and spirit. And spirit calls us to come together. To lay down the fuss and the fights to always understand and to simply accept what is. For when we do, we are at a huge juncture and are about to enter the land of plenty for all. We all are tired of this polar world. We are tired of the rat race. We long for connection. Face book shows this very fact. What need to see is that spirit has used these devises to train us to focus on communication. Media is the top thing these days. Communication is king. And we need to see that we are capable of much more. We are capable of being and doing much more by aligning with our higher selves and letting go of our flesh mind. We let our higher selves which are a part of us always, just we need to trust our higheselves. We are letting go of fear based thoughts. We are forgeing a new road of thought that will usher in what we truly want. The fairytale is real. We must believe in it and spend all energy on the manifestation of that. Our enemies warring a dark forces are over. We can have a good outcome now by the word of our testament. We speak it into being. Look at your words. Look at your life. Do your words reflect what you say? Are you pleased with that?

This is a time of accepting what we have created. We must own what we have allowed our minds to create. And then and only then can we accept a new script for our lives. Accept the truth before you. No more painting it up to look like something else. No more illusions and delusions. We must face it and accept what we as a whole have created by the word of our mouthes.

Each one of us knows the power of words and what they have taught us. Words make us dig deeper. We dig deport for light. Light in the truth. Each person has a truth within them. That is the light God spoke of. Not candy cane light. Or nicey nice light. Plain old truth is called for now.

If one feels they loose because of their truth, they will gain much more in doing so. For loss leads to abundance and authenticity. Be who you are. Speak how you feel. Express your unique VEIW point!! The world needs to hear it.

To each who reads this. May these words challenge you to reach for higher mental and spiritual ground in this day of uncertainty and change. I pray that as they read these words that each person will be uniting all parts of themselves so they can progress. Ijna.

Christmas Hope for Adoptees

Being Adopted is one of the most difficult things to understand and gain some solid ground. Being adopted has made me hold onto my Savior. Even when my path is to hell itself and the pain of this world. I walk each day trying to be what God wants. And I affect those around me, showing them my vulnerability. My life has shown me many things. Learning to be present is a work in progress. Security is a thing that eludes me many days I feel very unsettled. On those days I hear my higher self say to me, “Now you know how I feel”. On those days I realize that I walk the path of Christ. His birth was not from a marriage, and union that was blessed by the church and the world.

Christ’s birth proves that God makes the children, and the union has nothing to do with the church. What I see is that it has everything to do with God and Mother Earth. Each time a child is created, God and mother earth have come together in love. We think it this or that. But in the end the proof is that God and Mother Earth dance inside a woman womb and decide to come together to create life or not.

We think we have control of it, but in the end we are beholding to the creator. And our judgements about creation have in my opinion have grieved our Savior, who’s blood was shed to tell us this: I GOT THIS! ALL IS COVERED. If we believed this, would we abort? Would we adopt? Would we abuse? would we attach shame to a child or the creation of a child. I do say that I have it all worked out. But these things come to my mind and I wanted to share them here. We all have a purpose. Mine as I can see is that God uses me to change the way people look at this world.

I came into this world in a less than optimal way. I was adopted. And maybe that was not what God wanted to start with, but God always makes a way for a child he creates. And to him I owe my very life. For he has Never left me. My Mother may have. My Dad didn’t even know I was. But Christ has been with me since the day I was born, Mother Earth has been my comforter in nature. Both for me are my Savior.

This holiday Season adoptees, Birth Mothers, remember that the Divine, Christ, Buddha, whatever you call your Higher Power, God is with us all. This world does not make sense. But look at the bible, it says we are made in Gods image and his likeness, we have the same power. And we are far from being close to God in this way. But we can project a world even as God made this world, we contribute and co-create with the Divine. So, think about this. God cares for you, fuck everyone else. Pay attention to the creator of YOU! You matter. And I care. I allow myself to be used by the Divine to tell you that whatever you have judged about your self, God is big enough to carry you through.

The Divine never said it would be easy. But you can do this. I am lifting up every Adoptee and or Birth Mother who has struggled with their path. God is willing if we will ask for his help. He will walk through hell with you. If you are in hell right now, KNOW THAT THE DIVINE IS THERE WITH YOU!  The divine does not back off, not even an inch, it is us who walk away. WE think that life should be easy, that nothing will be required of us. But we came here in a body, with a soul and a mind. WE work with these three to grow in every way.

Anyone who needs prayer, please message me or post here. God cares. I am proof of that. Reach out. I can pray like no other. God has blessed me beyond compare. You are valid, you are precious,  you are amazing. xox


“Adoption searches—make no small plans, they have no magic to stir your blood”

We as adoptee MUST follow our hearts in these matters to gain equilibrium. This mothers refusal is as ignorant as this world has made her. Ignorant of herself and of the child she carried. I desire for Mothers to stop identifying with the act that made the child. And start seeing the gift of what a relinquished child is to God.

Adoption Detective | A True Story by Judith Land

Judith Land | Adoption Detective Nothing great has ever been achieved by making small plans. Small plans have no magic to stir your blood. Aiming high in hope and work is the more exciting and noble course that rouses passions in our heart and emboldens us to follow our dreams.

I happily pursued the identity of my biological mother because I had naïvely expected her to be gracious and forgiving and spontaneously welcome me to her bosom unconditionally, but my vision of a happy serendipitous reunion collapsed in a veil-of-tears. She coldheartedly rejected my pleas for clemency and mercy. She pleaded with me to keep my identity secret from her friends and family and threatened to sue me if I contacted her again. I felt like a wilted flower but I steadfastly refused to be dissuaded. I was unrepentant. Our disheartening conversation inspired me to think long and hard about my mission and all of…

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